Thursday, September 27, 2012

48 years later

 

Its me after 48 years.

120926-234157  Everyone said I looked happier today. Of course I do and still. I received many good wishes and prayers from 90 people, at least, through FB, Whatsapp, sms, email and verbally wished.  I am nobody, just a humble human being and 90 well wishers is a large pool to me. Thank you Allah. I am blessed to have such number of people praying good future for me and my family.

They came from my beloved family members, friends, friends’ friends, and clients.

What a good feeling……..

48 years old..???!!uwwaaaa….!!! b..b..bb..but…I don't feel like one..

IMG00034-20110924-2209110309-101731 120718-112710Hello…!!!!!!.. knock.!.knock…! You’re 2 more years to 50…

yeah..yeah.. I know I’ve lived for 48 years and its about time to get sickness. Sickness that would normally attacked the 40 something like me.

25th September 2012  was my birthday and it was the same day when an appointment was set, with an elderly friendly doctor, Dr.Ho, who has a good sense on humor.

DSC04166DSC04168 The hospital was not too crowded.

I waited for Dr.Ho with full of anxieties…...

gghghghg….ggg……gggrrr……… , as if I was waiting for news from God.

JENG..!!JENG..!!.JENG..!!!

I didn't get straight A’s. I got Hyperthyroid. My thyroid gland makes too much thyroid hormone. No wonder I’m hyper active, that sitting in the cinema for 2 hours is a no-no or I would just ZZzzzzZzz.. in there. A long hours driving makes me feel like standing while pressing on the paddle.

Its not cancerous though, according to the specialist. That was the result of my blood test.

Phew…!!!

O’ Almighty Allah. Thank you…thank you….

My hubby and I walked out of the Doctor’s office with a wide smile. Its not cancerous..!!!!

Deep in me, I know Allah is testing me. HE loves me and my family that, HE doesnt want to burden us. I also realize that its a warning from HIM, for me, to ………errr…mmm…….uh..…so many things that I am supposed to be doing and should be improved. With God’s willing, I will try, ya Rabb, I will.

Thank you to all my well wishers. I wish the same for you. Ameen……

2 comments:

zurin said...

Hi Paida.....happy birthday! long time anti tak jenguk blog ..glad to hear that youre fine and well and happy:)...we have a wedding coming up and would like your n ur hubby's full names and address if you dont mind.

Our eldest son, Nik, is getting married on 15th december. Hope you n hubby can come to share in the occassion. Also mintak hp number ye... i lost so many of my contacts bcos my hp broke down a few months ago. Susah betul..this time i have to have a hard copy as well!

ok take care. muahxxx anti zurina.:).

oh.. email me the info k...zurinsmail@gmail.com

Faida said...

Thanks Aunty Zurin,
I've emailed you. Im glad you still have me in mind.
Take care.
Muah..!!!